Thursday, 27 December 2007

sooo another bad and strange day....

Ok so i woke up this morning, and i realised im really not having the time of my life atm...

I duno what else to say really....
I wish things were different really, I'm happy cos my operation went really well and it was really worth it, i just dont have the patience to sit here n do nothing except recover

I want to get dressed in my favourite clothes and do my hair and make up and put on my wellingtons and go splash in puddles...

i dunno i just want OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

I dunno, i wasnt meant to be locked up inside like a caged bird cos im...not....

its not so bad, i get to go out tommorw....to get my stitches removed.....
oh yay.... (that was sarcasm)

and i dont want to be upset cos i am deep down really happy cos im better, just recovering from the op...but i cant be happy when i feel like everythings on hold....

and i just want to cuddle up and stay in bed and watch the sun go across the sky

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